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It shocked me when people said that I didn't talk about you and our relationship much. For me it's odd because you're the only thing that's never leave my mind, not even a single second. Even when I got super mad at you, I'm still thinking about you.

But then again, I realized that I think about you & about us all the time, but not speak fondly and being outloudly about it.

Just so you know, I've always wrote to you every night before I went to bed, in a secret book that I'm planning to give you once it run out of pages. And I've been thinking, you're going to read it someday, might as well the whole world to know :)

oh yes, the book shaped like a heart! :p

[May 27th, 2011]

Entah kenapa Skype date kita pagi ini terasa lebih sweet dari biasanya :) I love the thing you said about us going to San Siro. We will someday, boyfie.

Funny how I didn't get bored by staring at your face eventhough we didn't say a word. Everything about you is magic, I believe so.

[July 29th, 2011]

Aku sayang kamu.

Maybe I just need to stop worrying about you and us too much.

[August 8th, 2011]

It's 4 minute past midnight and I just finished that book you recommend it to me. And hereby I stated, we're such dorks, haha!

There's a lot of talk between us lately about Eurotrip and I can't wait for that to come true. Don't forget our plan to take a kiss picture in front of Eiffel tower, babe. x

[August 20th, 2011]

Hearing your voice turned out to be the greatest thing to do after waking up. I want you right now, please?

[September 25th, 2011]

We're going to be just fine.

It's just going to be you and me and nothing else would matters.

[October 4th, 2011]

It hurts because I'm afraid one day you'll realize that I'm NOT as awesome like your friends and you might leave.

Jealous and the fear of being alone is different, right?

[October 11th, 2011]

The greatest thing about you is you always makes me feel like I'm not dating someone, but it's like having an old friend to talk every day and night and to care about and care about me :)

I'm not going to stop writing for you. And I hope it will always be you.

I love you, Yodito.

ps. it's only a couple days away before we get to our first weekend together! x